yesterday/last night I had one of those sessions that you just know is going to change the planet, the way people think, due to the nature of it and the person I had the pleasure of working with. it became even clearer to me that a LOT of people are waking up, leaving their old lives behind, living authentically, and saying F you to fear/keeping up appearances, doing things they don’t enjoy any longer. it also became apparent that the number of people I see who happen to be in positions of “access”, who are using it for goodness and awareness of the very things I discuss in all of my sessions, is off the charts. when I finally assemble all of these people down the road, it is going to make for some VERY interesting global panels and talks. the potential is…there are no words for what is being created right now behind the scenes via my practice.
in addition, I am tired today. I posted a while back a blog about what happens to me before, during and after a session. unless you are made the way I am made, it is nearly impossible to understand what happens to me during simply returning phone calls or taking on the session and the aftermath. it is a BEAUTIFUL thing, and it is also something that I take through my entire being, fully. when I work with a new person, I absorb all of the things they haven’t been able to let go of, and I absorb all of the things they potentially won’t let go of. this is not an issue for me, it’s how I’m made, and it’s how I expect the process to go. it is to say, however, that each person I see, I literally feel every nuance of their process. often I take a week or so in between sessions so that I can quietly work on that person’s energy field. I often sleep 12 hours a night to stay at the top of my game. this helps me help the other person directly and indirectly. it is so important to me to keep attracting people who are ready to rock and roll and go into the trenches with me. I will also say that when I sleep 12 hours per night, it is often after being awake until 4am returning emails, decompressing after an in person session or a remote, etc. then I do a massive physical detox and jam my body with good food and drink. my time becomes very limited due to my work, and this is one of the reasons I will be ending public sessions soon and focusing on more of a niche behind the scenes that will allow me the freedom to do fewer sessions and focus on multimedia more again. I love what I do…I wouldn’t change anything…I just thought I would express what goes on for me on my end, and why I am often not available to socialize with some of the people I have connected with outside of my session work.
next, I notice a DIRECT correlation between those who carry an attitude of MASSIVE gratitude, and their healing process. I also notice a direct correlation between those who carry a massive attitude of gratitude and the TRAUMA they have endured. the trauma has often made them more empathetic than the average person. when I used to see people who complained all of the time in life, I would always think or even sometimes say to them “well maybe you haven’t had it bad enough then”. it’s true. I think about the times I felt really crappy about my life, and all I did in effort to stay in gratitude was work with people who had it WAY worse than me. WAY worse. boy did this give me an added perspective, AND a bigger heart. working with non verbal and physically immobile adults was a real reality check, and it opened my heart even further. the quickest way to healing is through GRATITUDE. self-focus and blame is the fastest way to a regression. EVERY single person who has done a video testimonial for me could not be more grateful in general. these are people who consistently checked up on ME after our session (imagine that) and were just the most thankful in general, even if their processes were not perfect. it doesn’t mean they are better than those of us who don’t feel that way, but it does show a correlation between the ultimate success of their process and their hearts. opening the heart, moving away from self-focus, and considering how it is possible to improve the life of another will surely point us in the best direction…
finally, I am just very excited about what the future holds for the movement I am either part of or pioneering. there is a massive bridge being built right now between healthcare, science, medicine, technology, finance, and media. I have the pleasure of seeing people who are at the tip top of each of these fields, and the breaking news in each field is fascinating to me. my work goes hand-in-hand with these fields in different ways and though I am not sure what that will look like in tangible terms eventually, it is forming shape as I type. many of those I have met through my work who are still figuring out their place in this world will likely be part of the things that are taking shape long-term…the excitement around this is incredible. I want to be a bigger launching pad for the people I have seen.
that’s about it for the moment.