general updates: “medical miracles”, expanding my message, shedding a layer

photo by my beautiful patient Babita Patel

at this current moment, I have 4 former patients sharing the same “medical miracle”. the way I would describe the problem and solution is this: an energy developed as a means of telling the person something, as a means of “waking them up”; this energy turned into a block, and tampered with the line between logic and faith which resides in each of us. when logic could no longer be beaten, and the problem did not shift, faith poked its head out. faith sounded something like this: “there must be another reason…a reason that defies logic…that this has occurred…it is time to go within, away from web md and away from the advice of friends, family and colleagues…and into the chambers of my heart, which puts my ego at great risk”. the solution — through our work together — then became fully identifying the former occurrence and pairing a multitude of unconscious states with the “logical” or 3d “provable” “reality”, i.e. the thing/block that the person did not want. through fully uncovering unconscious identities in the form of beliefs by virtue of experiences and programming, the shackles upon such could loosen enough to begin to eclipse that unwanted 3d “reality”. in short: our unconscious states dictate much of what we experience in this life. and, different people get sick for different reasons.

it just so happened that earlier this year, one of the most shocking “medical miracles” I have ever encountered through my work took place. it was illness-related, and chronic/long-term at that. the transcendence of illness for this person was so strong that our conversations organically evolved into doing something about the important truth/message of that transcendence. this person is someone who, by society’s silly standards — and like most all of my patients –, people will “listen to”. this person is extremely quantitative, respected, corporate, perceivably linear. “normal”. “down to earth”. needless to say, we are working on a multimedia project that shall serve as a brand new bridge…between medical and spiritual. this is the perfect time for it.

personally (and I have written about this so many times), I have struggled for a long time with being seen in the public eye. for a variety of reasons. for the last decade I have worked to shed that layer. and for a number of years over the last decade, it felt like that layer was not thinning. I felt like I made slow pushes and wondered if I would ever give birth to a new layer. I had to constantly ask myself, “am I saying no to this opportunity because it is not an opportunity I want, or am I saying no out of fear of being seen?”. I have never been a person to take the easy way out – folks would shudder over the things I have said no to, just in order to maintain the integrity of my work and my truth. because there is power in containment. and recognition for the sake of it is the gateway to hell. recognition for the sake of contribution is the gateway to heaven. I made sure to avoid the former, but I have had difficulty seeing the value of the latter due to fear. that is a layer that, just in the last few months, has thinned substantially. it is safe to say that this layer has been shed or is just about to be shed. I am certain that many people relate to me — especially artists. taking the truth of one’s core and putting it on display can feel like virtual suicide. a broader point that I would like to make regarding shedding layers, at this particular time, is that I have noticed the current climate is RIPE for shedding. I am noticing that the people around me waking up and feeling like different people nearly overnight are doing so at a pace so rapid and unprecedented that I know this is also a collective experience.

cheers to so many things right now. to new information, to opening the mind to new experiences that the soul or spirit is already veteran to. to breakthroughs in science and in medicine. to unlikely characters like me (in their unlikely human suits and backgrounds) making contributions that are sometimes hard for others to accept. to surprising the shit out of people simply by living core truth and brilliance. to breaking the mold of the mainstream and to breaking the BOXES people require of us because they can not leave their own. cheers to waking up and engaging in a consistent and new emotional experience of the world, driven by a new pair of googles — seemingly overnight. cheers to shedding layers.